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[23 Feb 2006|02:18pm] |
Pictures of me and friends.
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[08 Feb 2006|02:35pm] |
So I think I have officially earned the title of heartbreaker, which I find somewhat cool. Everytime I write in this thing, it seems like I have hurt another boy. I've discovered that I'm not really cut out for relationships. Commitment scares the fuck out of me. I want to be young and have fun, and have all the boys love me. Is that bad?
I'm so fucking broke, because my lazy ass never works. I have like 5 cigarettes to last me until Monday, and no weed. It SUCKS.
Michelles birthday is coming up, and I want to throw her a huge ass party. Everyone is invited. It will be like old times, getting wasted with my friends. Yay.
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[17 Jan 2006|12:39pm] |
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I'm so happy! I just got a text message from Jason. Love.
So work is going well. I love everyone I work with. Kasey is rad because she seems sweet and innocent but then she makes the most perverted comments. It's hilarious, but she rules. And Justin...well, I can say that I really think I made a new friend in Justin. He is sooo cool...he likes really good music, and he's funny & nice & cute. Okay, so I have a little crush on him. Not good...but he has the cutest smile ever, and he has his lip pierced, and I'm just like *melt*.
So I went to my boss's house and we smoked from a hooka. It was pretty neat.
So things are going somewhat good for me right now...it's crazy but I enjoy it. Bob told people I gave good head so now Rick's friend Dan wants me to give him head. Haha, I have a reputation. What a slut.
PEACE OUT.
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[05 Jan 2006|02:25pm] |
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So I was just reading my old LJ entries from when Brian & I broke up, and I cried. Yes, I cried in the mother fucking library. God, I'm such a fucking pussy and I hate it. Seriously, it's been months now and I'm still crying? I think I'm abnormal.
I got a new job and I love love LOVE it, mainly because I'm making $17.25 an hour. I sell knives for Cutco Cutlery. I have to go to peoples houses and shit, but it still rules. I have a huge crush on my manager, haha. He's cuuute and likes Alkaline Trio.
I hung out with Kasey last night. That was fun, I haven't hung out with her in forever. We sat around and got high and drank wine. If Jason was still my friend, he would be proud of me. I miss Jason. He is the only person I know who is as cynical as I am. Why do I always fuck up relationships with people I love the most?
I really have nothing else to say because my life is typical & devoid of any meaning.
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[20 Dec 2005|03:37pm] |
So I forgot to mention that I went to Canada with Michelle(love of my life), Brian(BFF), and Josh(whine ass). It was some seriously good times. Against Me! rocked hardcore like always, and I got to drink legally, which rules. I drank 3 beers, two shots of jager, a ginger and rye, a brain hemmorrhage and some other thing. That's how I roll.
I watched porn yesterday. Don't tell anyone.
So I'm at the library and Michelle just told me that the person who was on AOL before her's screen name was polishsaugage0649. Hahaha.
So yeah, a hot indie rock boy is here, and I am going to smile at him before I leave. Maybe.
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[18 Dec 2005|01:14pm] |
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WHY DOES BRIAN HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART?! He has a girlfriend now. I guess this means we can't sleep in the same bed or cuddle anymore. Damn him. I feel like puking.
So the last few days have been like a big fog. I killed a lot of brain cells and made my spine bleed.
I'M FUCKING LONELY. SOMEONE SPOON ME, K?
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[02 Dec 2005|08:10am] |
So the Evan thing was a bust. We dated for awhile, but he turned out to be a huge douchebag.
The being over Brian thing is over, also. Honestly, I love him more than ever, and every time I see him my heart turns into a big pile of mush, because Im a weiner like that. But seriously, I dont know how Im ever going to heal when he is at my house 24/7. We still hook up. We still cuddle. We still kiss. I dont know what to do because I know he doesnt want to be my boyfriend, and its just bullshit. GAH. He said he is going to get a sleeve that is focused around bikes, bowling, and friends. I asked if I was going to be incorporated into it, and he said of course, and that I was his best friend. I love this boy more than life.
So Im going out tonight. Put on makeup, dress up, straighten my hair, get drunk and waste my life. Thats how I roll.
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[03 Nov 2005|10:19pm] |
So there is a new boy. His name is Evan and he is the cutest, nicest, bestest boy ever. I'm perfectly aware that bestest isn't a word, but hey, it fits. Everything he says is amazing, and when I'm with him, my heart is happy! This scares me. I know he likes me too but I really don't want to get hurt because I'm falling hard.
Also, we have hot sex and he has a prince albert - so HOT. <3
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[27 Oct 2005|10:11pm] |
Yeah yeah, I'm moving into my own apartment in Grand Blanc. It's really nice. Woot woot. Fucking parties every night.
So I now know what it feels like to have sex with a guy who has his penis pierced. Niiiice. :)
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[11 Oct 2005|10:46pm] |
Brian broke up with his girlfriend. Maybe he'll make out with me now. Haha.
So I really like a boy...his name is Aaron Rose and he is cute, and super nice. He opens doors for me. Dates are fun. Kissing is fun. Yay.
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[07 Oct 2005|03:34am] |
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I need a penis in my vagina right about now.
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[04 Oct 2005|04:06am] |
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Yeah, it's 4:06 am, and I'm on the fucking internet. I don't know why, but whatever.
So I hung out with Brian tonight. It was such good times. I love hanging out with Brian. It's so weird because he is like my best friend. Although I know I will always have feelings for him in some weird way, I am really comfortable just chilling with him and being his friend. It's taken six monthes, but I'm about as over him as I'm going to get. I can honestly say I really only think about him that way when I'm drunk, but that's because I get all sentimental. Haha. But really, I'm so glad he can still be in my life, and be my friend. Plus, I'm super fucking stoked because I am going to start babysitting his sister on Thursday nights and making $20 for 2 hours. That's so radical because I'm broke ass.
BRIAN = BEST FRIEND <3
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[02 Oct 2005|10:41pm] |
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Oh man, my job is pretty tiring. I worked 11-3 and 6-10 today, just endlessly moving clothes. It can get pretty boring, and it sucks that I had a big shift. Oh well though, I guess.
Oh man, I've been pretty messed up since Thursday. Smoking pot, drinking, and more smoking pot.
I made out with a hot guy in a green shirt and skater shoes at the club on Friday, plus I got hit on like a million times. Score. The DJ there is hot.
After I get out of work tomorrow I am going to try and build up the courage to talk to this guy I have a crush on, Mike. He works at T Mobile and sold me my phone. I've had to go there a few times to get everything straightened out, and each time I went he flirted with me X 10. I think he's really cute and super nice and gah...I'm so nervous to talk to him. He gives me tummy flutters.
This guy named Aaron likes me and it's kind of weird. I guess he like begged LeaAnne to set him up on a date with me. She said that he things I'm beautiful. He's a nice guy, but I'm apprehensive.
So many hot guys.
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[30 Sep 2005|12:31am] |
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Got up, took a shower.
Went shopping.
Saw Brian.
Cashed a check.
Picked up a cat.
Smoked some weed.
Headache.
Sleep.
Tomorrow I bring the party. Woot.
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[29 Sep 2005|12:18am] |
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My new motto is "You only live once."
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